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        <p>yep. im moving again -<a href="http://www.jeffhsiang.wordpress.com"> http://www.jeffhsiang.wordpress.com </a>. blame <a href="http://traviswright.wordpress.com">travis</a>. ill still be posting my thoughts every monday but ill also start now posting the songs we do every sunday at <a href="http://midtowncolumbia.com">midtown</a>.</p>   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>obsession.</title>   
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">what can i do with my obsession</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">with the things i cannot see</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">is there <span style="font: 14.0px Helvetica"><strong>madness</strong></span> in my being</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">is it the wind that moves the trees?</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">sometimes you&#39;re further than the moon</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">sometimes you&#39;re closer than my skin</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and You surround me like a winter fog</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">you&#39;ve come and <span style="font: 14.0px Helvetica"><strong>burned</strong></span> me with a kiss</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and my heart burns for you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and my heart burns...for you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana; min-height: 13.0px"><br /></p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and i&#39;m so filthy with my sin</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">i carry pride like a disease</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">you know i&#39;m stubborn, lord, and i&#39;m longing to be close</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">you burn me <span style="font: 12.0px Helvetica"><strong>deeper</strong></span> than i know</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and i feel lonely without hope</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and i feel <span style="font: 14.0px Helvetica"><strong>desperate</strong></span> without vision</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">you wrap around me like a winter coat</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">you come and <span style="font: 14.0px Helvetica"><strong>free</strong></span> me like a bird</p>
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<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my love burns for you<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre">	</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and my heart feels for you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my life good for you&#160;</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">all i have burns for you you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">burns, burns,</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my love burns for you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and my heart burns for you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">you for you for you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">and my heart burns for you</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my love burns</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my heart feel</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my life good</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">all i have for you&#160;</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my love burns</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my heart feel</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">my life good</p>
<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px Verdana">all i have for you&#160;</p>
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        <title>Motivation...</title>   
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        <p>here is a quick food for thought... what&#39;s your motivation for doing things?... or more importantly, what&#39;s your motivation for you to fall in love with jesus more and more?... like have you ever heard of the cheesy christian dating analogy - &quot;as we grow closer to jesus, me and her (or him) grow closer together, its like a triangle with jesus being the top point and we grow towards him,&quot;&#160;<div><br /></div><div>... now... does that mean your motivation for falling more in love with christ is because of the person you are dating? or how about the reason for you is because you are a life group leader or have other people in your life looking up to you, so you feel the need you have to grow closer to jesus. is your motivation based on if you are not close to jesus he will not bless you?.. or is your motivation based on the on the &#39;spiritual high&#39; experience you get when you are close to god? i feel a lot of times that i cheat myself out of the joy of falling in love with jesus by replacing it with a motivation that seems good. and after a while i just become tired and jaded, because i lost sight of the beauty of christ, i lost the only motivation i should have for falling in love with jesus more and more each day - the desperation of him, of how he is the only one that can rescue me and quench the thirst that is so deep in my soul, that beauty that i long for all of my life, finally here... yea, cheat myself from the true joy, the joy of realizing the beauty of christ - the real motivation that i should have for pursuing after jesus.</div><div><br /></div><div>my prayer is for all us to see and to be reminded the beauty of the cross, and let that be our only motivation for chasing after jesus like fools without a single care in the world.&#160;</div><div><br /></div><div>
    
    
    

    
    
    
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        <p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">You know what I realized today... that old old old old OLD school song (for those who grew up in youth group) My All in All. I was in the middle of spending time with Jesus, thinking about how He has carried me through all the broken parts of my life, where everything in my world is shattered to pieces and I am broken on my knees... how He was the strength that carried me through... and for some reason, that song - My all in all, popped into my head. One line of that song goes like -&#160;</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">You are the strength when I am weak,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">You are the treasure that I seek,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">You are my all in all.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">Then I started to realize... man, it is so easy to let Jesus be our strength when we are weak, perhaps, that&#39;s why He breaks us so much to remind us just how good He is, that we do need Him. But, shouldn&#39;t that song go like, You are the strength when... all the time? Shouldn&#39;t Jesus be our strength not just when we are weak, but even when we feel &quot;strong&quot; (come on seriously, when do we really have our acts together and are really &quot;strong&quot; on our own) What I am saying is this, are we treating Jesus as someone we need and rely on just when things are broken, or is He the only option we have to rely on for everything we do and at any time in our lives. That leads to the second line, You are the treasure that I seek... I mean... this is Jesus we are talking about here... OUR SAVIOR.... the One who rescued us when we are dying... and... He is just... a treasure that we seek? When I think of treasure, I think of the first movie of the Pirates of&#160;Caribbean, you know that scene where the two pirates got their loot for their years of pirating, all it was was some elegant dress and a nice umbrella, which then they put on to go out into the waters to lure the nice little British soldiers. I don&#39;t want to treat Jesus, my Savior who hung on a the cross for my sins, as some&#160;measly&#160;dress or any treasure I can think of. Jesus is more than any treasure, Jesus is bigger than just some&#160;cosmos-Santa Clause that we like to think of Him as sometimes, Jesus is my Savior, my joy, and my life.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">If I can rewrite the song, I would change it to:</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">You are the strength of all of me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">You are the Savior that I desperately need</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">You are my all in all.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">I pray that we will all see Jesus as who He really is, a selfless-servant, God-son, that came for the sake of love and rescued us.&#160;</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">one love,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">jeff</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: &#39;-editor-proxy&#39;;">
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153); font-family: -editor-proxy;">


</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &#39;Abadi MT Condensed Light&#39;; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">I keep hearing that United States is a Christian nation, or at
least it started out as a Christian nation back in 1776. &#160;However, as I
learn more and more about Jesus and who He is and what He stands for, I&#39;ve come
to see just how ridiculous that statement is. I don&#39;t really care to get into
the whole&#160;argument&#160;which of the founding fathers were Christians,
Atheists, Buddhists, Martians, and Deists. From what I read in the
scriptures describing Jesus and in comparison to what this country stands for
in the Constitution, I see no&#160;similarities, in fact I see the two
contradicting each other. Before I go any further, I want to clarify, I love
this country, I believe God&#39;s has shown His glory and blessings through United States
and I pray that He will continue to do so.&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &#39;Abadi MT Condensed Light&#39;; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &#39;Abadi MT Condensed Light&#39;; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">My point for this particular post is as simply as correcting one
misconceptions that we, Christians, so often believe. Lets start out with the
Constitution - Bill of Rights. These are the rights that we, the citizens hold
onto so dearly, to protect and insure that the future generations can enjoy
these freedom that has been paid for for many lives in the past and present.
Freedom of speech, freedom of religion, freedom to bear arms, rights to a fair
trial. These are the rights that are guaranteed to us as citizens of United
States. Yet, just the whole idea of &#39;rights&#39; is something that the scriptures
taught us to leave behind and not hold on to. In Philippians 2: 5-8 -&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-family: &#39;Abadi MT Condensed Light&#39;; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;5Your
attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;6Who,
being in very nature&#160;God,&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;did
not consider equality with God something to be grasped,&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;7but
made himself nothing,&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;taking
the very nature</span></span><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;of
a servant,&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;being
made in human likeness.&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;8And
being found in appearance as a man,&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;he
humbled himself&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;and
became obedient to death—&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;&#160;even
death on a cross!</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style=""></span></span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">Jesus
came into this world as God. GOD. GOD the, creator of the&#160;Universe. The
SOVEREIGN GOD who made us out of dust, the very same GOD whom we betrayed. And
yet, He lets go of His rights, He did not hold onto or fought for His very
nature as GOD. Ridiculous. He became nothing for the sake rescuing us. He was
willing to give it all up and die a death that was&#160;humiliating&#160;and
cruel for us, human beings, who had taunt Him, beat Him, spat at Him, and
denied Him. Ridiculous. Now, let&#39;s think for a minute how ridiculous we sound
as Christians when we try to hold onto our own rights.&#160;</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&quot;I can not believe
that person just cut me off, I have every right to be angry at that person,
because this right I am holding onto surpasses Jesus&#39; right as LORD.&quot;
Ridiculous.&#160;</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">&quot;I can not believe how rude the waiter was tonight, I have the
right not to leave him any tip because since I am the customer, it is the
waiter&#39;s duty to serve me and please me, even though Jesus is LORD of heaven
and earth,&#160;disregarded&#160;His status as LORD came and serve me
instead.&quot; Ridiculous.&#160;</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">Or here is a good one - &quot;I have every right to
be angry and bitter towards my ex, because they lied, cheated, acted like a
jerk, to me and even though I have done the same towards my God and He released
His right to punish me with His wrath.&quot; Ridiculous.&#160;</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:11.0pt;font-family:&quot;Abadi MT Condensed Light&quot;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">We have no rights. We simply
can not say I deserve this or this is my right to do - not without disregarding
what Jesus has done for you and I. Jesus gave it all up, and we are still too
proud, fighting and squabbling over the&#160;something&#160;that is so minute
in comparison to what Jesus has done. Ridiculous.&#160;</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style=""></span></span></span></p>

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love,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style=""></span></span></span></p>

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</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; line-height: 14px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">so this is what i&#39;ve been thinking about recently... what do we need... do we need legalism... or do we need love... or to rephrase that... do we need more people/things telling us not to do certain things... or being pushed to want to do the right thing... because it is so easy to think that the heart, the core of the message of jesus, complies a list of things that we should not do... for those of you who feel that is the message of jesus, i will argue with you that you are wrong, and you are missing the point of jesus... i would argue that the message of jesus is love, a love that would push you to love him, and your response would cause you to do the things that please him, that his desire become yours... the key point is the want, the desire you have... not a list or some religious moron telling you the things you need to do and stop doing... because here is the danger... you can do all the things on the list, listen to these religious idiots who missed the point, and you would not know jesus and who he is... and after a while, you would realize you cannot live up to those self-righteous people, and beat yourself up about it... that thinking is so far off from the message of jesus... so far off... jesus came for the sick, came for those who are weary and tired... to show them love, that you don&#39;t have to have it all together to be loved by him or to be in love with him... he is so so so crazy about you... there is nothing you can do to make him love you any more or any less...</span></span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">some
of you would say, we do need a list of things we shouldn&#39;t do, what about the
passages talk about not causing a brother to stumble? fair enough. lets look at
these passages.</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">20</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Do not destroy the work of God for
the sake of food. All food is clean, but it is wrong for a man to eat anything
that causes someone else to stumble.</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Romans
14:20</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">32</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Do not cause anyone to stumble,
whether Jews, Greeks or the church of God</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">1
Corinthians 10:32</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">it&#39;s
funny how sometimes we would take certain passages from the bible to reinforce
our own views, instead of going to the bible and see what is the biblical view
and make that our own view. those two passages are the passages that a lot of
legalistic religious people use and argue it is wrong for us to drink any&#160;alcohol,
do any sort of dancing, get any&#160;tattoos because we don&#39;t want anyone to
stumble... by the way, jesus never made any wine nor did paul tell timothy to
have a drink for the sake of his health, and king david never danced naked...
wait NAKED... in the streets, nor will jesus come back in the end times with a
tattoo on his leg... hey... i&#39;m just saying...&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">from
those two verses... the religious people only focused on that part of the
passage and decided to ignore the rest of the passage... we will start with
romans 14 first...</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">&#160;</span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">19</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Let us therefore make every effort to
do what leads to peace and to mutual edification.&#160;</span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">20</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Do not destroy the work of God for
the sake of food. All food is clean, but it is wrong for a man to eat anything
that causes someone else to stumble.&#160;</span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">21</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">It is better not to eat meat or drink
wine or to do anything else that will cause your brother to fall.</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Romans 14:
19-21</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">just
in verse 19, make every effort to do what leads to peace and mutual edification...
man that sounds a lot like love... what is the focus of this passage... let us
do things that would push towards peace and mutual edification, edification is
just a big word for uplifting... pointing to god... it&#39;s so important that we
don&#39;t miss the point of this passage... do things that point to god, which in
sense, it is better for us not do things that doesn&#39;t point things to god, but
the focus is love... is pointing towards god...&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">31</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">So whether you eat or drink or
whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.&#160;</span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">32</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Do not cause anyone to stumble,
whether Jews, Greeks or the church of God—&#160;</span><strong><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">33</span></strong></span><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">even as I try to please everybody in
every way. For I am not seeking my own good but the good of many, so that they
may be saved.</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size:8.0pt;font-family:Arial"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">1
Corinthians 10:31-33</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">and
right there in verse 31, whatever you do, do it for the glory of god, guys, its
not about a list of things we should not do... its about let everything we do,
be pointing to god, imagine, how amazing it is to have friends around you, and
the things they do, is out of love for you, to point you to god, and you do the
same for them. just imagine that we live out what the scriptures is teaching
us...</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">jesus
came to show his love... and teach us how to love each other... in the midst of
legalism with the pharisees, he taught it&#39;s not about the rules, it&#39;s about
loving your brother, your sister, your neighbors.... and to the legalistic,
religious people out there... you following your legalistic idea of a set of
rules of what not to do is not love, it is just a way for you to feel better
about yourself, making yourself feel you are holier than other people... it&#39;s
not about love... it&#39;s you taking the easy way out instead of getting into&#160;someone&#39;s&#160;life
and their junk and love them and point them to jesus... because its easier for
you just to say, i don&#39;t do this and don&#39;t do that...&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">this
is my prayer for all of us, that we have the true biblical of view of jesus,
the view of love, and from that love we understand the freedom we have... that
because jesus first loved us, that we can love each other, that his desire
becomes ours and we constantly push each other towards him... and for the
religious people, that christianity is not a list of things to do and not do...
its about love... for god and for each other... that you will get to know jesus
and how light his yoke is... how you can breath with ease... knowing that the
creator of heaven and earth is crazy about you already...</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">one
love,</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">jeff</span></span></p>

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">*random&#160;excerpt&#160;of
my life... be weary readers if you choose to continue*</span></span></p>

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">i
know its been awhile since i have last posted. life has been crazy for me, and
i felt like i was stuck in a rat race i could not get out of. for those of you
that has been keeping up with my blogs, and you know from my <a href="http://xanga.com/asian_jeff">old blog</a>, i never
really write about the specifics of my life or what i did today or this week, i
just ramble on about what god is teaching and what is going on in my head.
well... this will be the first time ill be breaking that trend...</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">so
this monday, when i got out of bed, i could have sworn my body was in little
pieces, which, honestly it was not out the norm. helping out with worship on
sundays at </span></span><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: ArialMT; "><a href="http://www.midtowncolumbia.com/"><span style="font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">midtown</span></span></a></span><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"> is something i am passionate about, i love,
and want to do for as long as i can. however, it wears me out physically, so
mondays for me is a day for me to vegetate, piece myself together and get ready
for work for the coming week. so this monday, same routine, getting out of bed
and just hurting everywhere... like have you ever felt your whole body is just
tired, not any particular body part, the whole being, even to the point you
feel like... your insides are tired... well... that was me... i decided i need
to man up, and do some productive things for the day and decided to get some
errands done with katie. before leaving for my errands, i got a message from a friend
who said he has the money he owes me and can meet up with me to pay me back.
word up. my first stop was to the bank to deposit a check. the nice lady at the
counter informed me that the bank will need to hold the check due to my
irresponsible spending in the last few months. for a moment i started
panicking, realizing i have no available cash for me to use this week because i
was counting on that check... then in the midst of the panicking, i feel god
whispering to me, remember the message you got right before you left to come to
the bank?... yea, i am taking care of you, stop panicking. i mentioned to
katie, its funny how god takes care of us in advance... man... little did i
know how ironic that statement was about to get... remember i said i felt like
my body was in little pieces, well, that hasn&#39;t gone away as the day
progresses, in fact, by the time i made it back to my room, i had this
splitting headache, so i decided to take a nap and rest... two hours later...
the headache got only worse... long story short... i caught the&#160;influenza,
or the flu for people like me who prefer short words.... so there i was lying
in bed... wondering... why is this happening... i have so much stuff i need to
do this week, and by the end of this week i need to drive a group of college
students 17 hrs for a mission trip... i can&#39;t be sick... i need to be up and
running... right then, god confronted me and asked me, when was the last time
you took time to just breath... when was the last time you rest... you have
been running in circles all this time and you forgot to find rest... the rest
in me... the rest that you need... when is the last time you recount of the
things i have been teaching you, the good things i am showing you...&#160;</span></span></p>

<p class="MsoNormal" style="mso-pagination:none;mso-layout-grid-align:none;text-autospace:none"><span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: Arial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">to
all of you who does read this little blog... this is where i put down my
thoughts, thoughts that jesus has been teaching me, i want to share with you
what he is doing in my life, and also, i need to put it down in a form where i
can come back later to be reminded how good god is... how amazing he is to me
and to us... because i am dumb and i need all the reminder i can get. so to
bring everything back... sitting here with a over 100 degrees fever... i
realized i have no other choice than to rest... and stop what has been keeping
me busy... and think about what jesus is doing around me and in my life... and
which brings me here... telling you just that... it&#39;s funny how god has a way giving us the things we need and not&#160;necessary the things we want.</span></span></p>

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